I no longer think negatively about her passing. I only think of the beautiful times we shared together, and the powerful love we shared.
It's better to think of the beautiful side of it, then the ugly. Her passing may have been hard for me. But it was only one part of a much greater chapter of my life, where our love was more beautiful than the purest, most polished gold in existence. The beauty of our love and time spent together greatly dwarfs and outshines the solitary moment of her passing.
No, you did not bring bad memories. They were beautiful memories. Cherished memories. Memories I hope to never forget. If anything, I should thank you. ^_^ I feel all fuzzy and nostalgic.
I'm very glas that your love was like that. Thas genuine love, because you certainly cherised those moments. I have one one thing to say to you man. and that is that you are one human being, and not one of those hollow people I get to me from time to time. Continue to cheriss those memories and she will be with you always.